hey guys, I’m really sorry I haven’t been online that much. My internet got cancelled and i switched to dial-up, and that means one thing. MY INTERNET IS REALLY FREAKING SLOWW!!! 

So, I just thought I’d give you some updates!

I am no longer ‘sick’. 

I’m starting to lose weight again, after a week of binging, 

and starving, and binging, etc. 

My goal weight will not be realisticlly reached by May 17th. It’s not gonna happen, So i’m aiming my next goal date to be July 1st. 

Hopefully I can pull this off. 

My grades are slipping a bit though, SO i will have to take another brief break from tumblr to get my grades up. (sorry!!)

**Instagram was overrun by facebookers. WATCH OUT TUMBLR!!! DONT LET THEM GET YOU! 

-REMEMBER : PLEASE DON’T SUGGEST TO EVERYONE OF YOUR FRIENDS THAT THEY GET A FREAKING TUMBLR. WE NEEDA KEEP THIS PLACE ON THE DL. 

I currently don’t have a boyfriend (some of you understand,because i’ve confided in you about things..) and i’m not searching for one. i need to focus on getting MY life together. 

Other than that, please recommend my blog to other fellow tumblr’s and thanks for trudging along with me during this treacherous journey. 

Love,Chloe.xoxo.<3 

life’s starting to look up a bit, [:

my doctor told me that

the tumor cells they found are almost completely gone. 

i didn’t tell anyone at school, 

for two reasons : 

1) nobody would care.

2) i didn’t want to be called an attention - craving whore.

so whatever.

i’m just glad my tumblr friends have stuck with me through all this anxiety shit.

i love you guys! 

<33

sutphin.chloe@yahoo.com

OR FIND ME ON FACEBOOK. 

facebook stuff :

chloe sutphin 

twilightchick@backstageattire.com (my facebook email.) 

recently : 

- Got rid of, and collected some old and new friends.

- Started running every morning, and eating better. 

- Been nicer to people, and started thinking before i speak. 

- Doing better in school.

- Keeping my room clean. (< THAT SHIT AIN’T HAPPENIN’!) 

- Being true to myself. 

- Been happier.

- Realized that i have a seriously addictive personality. 

- Got rid of my eating disorder. and i’ve not cut in so long, the idea seems stupid now.

- Started listening to music WAY more. 

- Started playing piano as much as i used to. omg.<3 

- Been more respectful to my parents. 

- Stopped twirling my hair.  (just kidding.) 

many more changes to come.

thank you to everyone who has been with me for so long, especially the people who actually helped me. i love you all. [: <3 

mentally, physically.

you tell me you’re there for me when i need someone to talk to.

then you stop following me on tumblr, unfriend me on facebook,

and tell me i’m a pathetic fatass.

thanks, as if i wasn’t insecure enough already. 

i’m going to go get rid of it via purge. kthx.